Enlightened Shadow

I used to walk in the valley of shadows

Where my heart was filled with sadness

My eyes were drowning with tears

Was confused as to which pathway to take

In the hope to see the light;

But fears enveloped me for I do not know how would it feel like...

So I walked...

I ran...

For years I had no direction

All I know was I want to get out

But I can't...

I don't want to stay

But I was helpless

Bondaged but on denial

I searched and searched...

For things that would define contentment...

I thought I've reached summer

But when I opened my eyes I was still in the coldness of winter.

I didn't know what to do...

What to think...

All I know was I feel so alone and empty;

I reformed but back slided

Little did I know that I can't do it by myself

For I was only transformed with God's grace....